I feel hurt instead. But i dont know why. So suddenly feelin sad and disappointed. I think i'm afraid of future. I'm afraid to get hurt more and more. I dont deserve anything. I just dont want to care too many. I dont like smthing abstract. I just happy when evryone who I lv in front of my eyes. My mom, my pa and also my lil bro. I'm tired being someone who always give up on smthing bcs just think that It happen bcs it must happen. I wanna what I want to. Why I always get a messed. I want to be happy too. I mean, I dont wanna blame the condition. But my brain is too over thinkin. I need rest. I dont like get in a conflict. I cannt angry. I really hate this condition.
♡ From Purple to Blue♡